Friday, January 06, 2006
~ 10:57 AM ~
Todae in sch wasnt reallie great afterall.. i feel so left out.. i'm alwaes the odd one out.. maybe becuz is odd numbers.. i'm being left alone.. i dunno wad's the problem.. they go out they dun call me maybe becuz i'll wreak it? i reallie dunno.. perhaps i shld speak up? i dunno.. everyone seems to be ignoring me.. i hope not.. maybe i shld take the initiative to speak up.. but i dun have the guts.. i feel so awkward.. people might think that i'm quiet and dun talk.. is just that i reallie feel quite uncomfortable and awkward.. so worried that i'll sae something reallie wrong.. and make them think bad of me.. i dunno. i hope not reallie.. i hate the feeling of being left out.. maybe no one lyks it too.. i'll try to speak up more but ain't sure if i can do it as soon as possibe.. i do hope so... (:
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