Labels: jesslyn needs to buck up on econs
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's quite satisfied today thanks to ^^
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn feels less panicky than before
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn needs to continue to work hard
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn has mixed feelings
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's smiling again
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn is scared
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn feels like dying :(
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn wishes for one more week.. PLEASE
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn wishes time to pass really slowly
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y WHAT WAS YOUR: 1. Last beverage: White Chocolate Frappe 2. Last phone call: ^^ 3. Last text message: ^^ 4. Last song you listened to: Collide [currently] 5. Last time you cried: CTC or INVESTITURE HAVE YOU EVER: 7. Been cheated on: Nope 8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Nope 9. Lost someone special: Yepp 10. Been depressed: DEFINITELY! ^^ noes! 11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope. I dun drink! Haha LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS: 12. BLUE 13. PINK 14. PURPLE THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009) 15. Made a new friend: Not one but MANY!! LOADS OF THEM! 16. Fallen out of love: Nope 17. Laughed until you cried: I just did today! 18. Met someone who changed you: YES! DARYL AND KEHUI 19. Found out who your true friends were: CALLY, ZY, RACH and this year i have SUVEN, SOFI and ^^ 20. Found out someone was talking about you: about scandals? YESS!!! 21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: NO. 22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: I dunno. About 95% 23. How many kids do you want to have: Hmmm good qns.. I dunno.. I love kids! 24. Do you have any pets: Nope 25. Do you want to change your name: Nope 26. What did you do for your last birthday: stuck at home.. doing nth.. sad life.. ): 27. What time did you wake up today: 0800 28. What were you doing at midnight last night: GOSH! SOLVING MY FREAKING MI QNS! 29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: for Him to tell me the cause of everything! 30. Last time you saw your Mother: midnight plus! 31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: NOTHING! 32. What are you listening to right now: The Climb 33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Never! 34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Less than 10 days to MID YEARS! 35. Most visited webpage: Blogger 36. What's your real name: Jesslyn 37. Nicknames: Dolphin 38. Relationship Status: Single. 39. Zodiac sign: Monkey. 40. Male or female?: Female 41. Elementary?: Yu Neng Pri School 42. Middle School?: Bedok View Sec School 43. High school/college?: Meridian Junior College 44. Hair colour: Dark Brown 45. Long or short: Long 46. Height: 160 47. Do you have a crush on someone?: HAHA.. NOPE! 48: What do you like about yourself?: My Entire Life! 49. Piercings: Yepps 50. Tattoos: NO 51. Righty or lefty: Righty. FIRSTS : 52. First surgery: Nope 53. First piercing: Hmmm, during primary school times..Haha.. 54. First best friend: Xin Yi or Amanda? Cant remember! xD 55. First sport you joined: Swimming 56. First vacation: Australia i suppose! 58. First pair of trainers: Reebok from Grandma RIGHT NOW : 59. Eating: Nothing 60. Drinking: Water 61. I'm about to: Sleep 62. Listening to: Here I Am 63. Waiting on: Nothing YOUR FUTURE : 64. Want kids?: Yeppp! 65. Get Married?: Yupp! 66. Career?: Accountant or Psychologist WHICH IS BETTER : 67. Lips or eyes: Eyes. 68. Hugs or kisses: HUGS 69. Shorter or taller: TALLER 70. Older or Younger: OLDER would be better. 71. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH! 72. Nice stomach or nice arms: JUST be HEALTHY! 73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive 74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship. 75. Trouble maker or hesitant: NONE. HAVE YOU EVER : 76. Kissed a stranger: Never 77. Drank hard liquor: Nahh.. 78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope! 79. Sex on first date: NO. 80. Broken someone's heart: NO! 82. Been arrested: NO! 83. Turned someone down: Yepp for at special event. 84. Cried when someone died: YES BADLY! 85. Fallen for a friend?: Maybe? DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 86. Yourself: YEPP! 87. Miracles: YUPP! 88. Love at first sight: Yesss! 89. Heaven: Yepp! 90. Santa Claus: Used to but no longer! 91. Kiss on the first date: NO. 92. Angels: Yuppp! ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: NO. 95. Did you sing today?: Can sae so.. Haha! 96. Ever cheated on somebody?: NO. 97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: Salvage my relationship with her? 98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, Graduation/Prom? 99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: A Little maybe? 100. Posting this as 100truths?: Sure can be my 200truths! haha xD Labels: jesslyn's just bored
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn thinks the day isnt well spent
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's satisfied with herself today
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn feels ):
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's really really stressed
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn needs a mugging company
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: ^^ is jesslyn's good friend haha
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: yay-ness
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y gone to the dentist and back.. guess wad still cant remove braces. haha.. but doc saes soon.. in one or 2 more sessions.. yay-ness! haha.. the doc's really friendly, she reminds me of miss loo.. haha.. =) okiie i really really really begin to hate suspense! argh! he just doesn wanna tell me about the cause of everything.. EVIL!! I noe they'll be there for me no matter wad! Y ZhEN QiaNG! JaRviS! NuZuL! SuVeN! HaDi! NuZuL! LiNuS! HaDi! Labels: jesslyn loves happy stuff
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: braces second birthday haha..
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's gonna remember 6 sc farewell forever
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's very guilty
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn feels like an open book
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn doesn wanna go thru this again
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's life journey
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's been feeling low today
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn wasted another day
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's such a disappointment
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn loves granny's cooking loads
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn need to MUGG soon
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Monday, June 29, 2009
~ 1:45 PM ~
started the day with quite a good note, besides getting suaned by linus! haha.. miss cally and our faraway handshake.. =D
hmmm.. okiie maths exam today was kinda okiie.. the qns were rather do-able but the tough ones are really really difficult lahh.. hmmm.. after counting all the qns i left blank, i suppose i lost a total of 20 marks not counting careless mistake.. all i hope now is for a B or a C if possible.. =)
i miss going home with hy, cally, zy, yingying, john and xinyi! haven gone home with them since ages! =D
okiie back at home, finally got to talk to ^^ on the phone again! =D yay-ness! haha.. so today's timing was not too bad.. haha.. about half of latest record.. 25min51 sec.. trying to cut the talk time shorter! haha.. =) miss talking to ^^ !
oh yahh, today i met a new friend, i cant remember her name. i'm so sorry.. i'll ask yingying again.. =P surprisingly she remembers me and my dolphin! haha.. didn expect ppl to remember riding the waves with you! haha!
Sunday, June 28, 2009
~ 4:16 PM ~
hmmm.. maths revision is sort of like almost done.. i just hope i will do fine for the paper tmr.. i dun wanna get killed by apgp and summation.. i cant seem to see the logic in it! argh! okiie.. physics left with wep and thermal.. i hope it will be okiie.. econs i hope i can cope with writing the essays and remembering the definitions and understand the qns.. chem! i need to practice more!!! haven really finished help package so i have to get it done later or maybe tmr as well..haven talk or sms ^^ for a day le.. haha.. hope ^^ is busy mugging the last few days! haha! =)
Friday, June 26, 2009
~ 7:14 PM ~
hmmm.. today is quite unproductive for me again.. haix.. i think i really need to leave house and get away from my lappy and tv.. these distractions will drive me nuts.. the feeling does comes back one in a while today again.. especially this afternoon when i was going through econs.. i realised i may have the concepts but i cannot apply them into essay questions. i haven even got time to sit down and complete a single essay!!! OMG! I THINK I'M DEAD! HOW CAN I POSSIBLE ANS 3 ESSAY QUESTIONS IN 2HR 15MIN (about 6 essays if is (a) and (b))?!?! kill me man!! and maths i'm left with graphing techniques [which i intend to complete tonight], apgp and summation.. revision thru all topics on sunday again.. then physics i still have not gone through wep, and thermal physics [to be done by sat afternoon].. but my application skill sucks! gosh!! argghhhhhhh! practices = undone!! haix.. then chem i've only done the first 2 topics.. haixx.. still have gases, atomic structure, chem bonding, chem kinetics and chem eqm! 5 more to go!! need to complete at least 2 or 3 more chapters by sunday.. so that i can spread out the rest!okiie jesslyn! u must jia you jia you jiayou!!! u noe u can make it de! u must do your best!!!! :D
Thursday, June 25, 2009
~ 11:29 PM ~
mugged in school with xin er and jarvis at the library from 10.40am onwards.. so in the beginning read and summarised forces and dynamics and kinematics.. and answer help package qns until 2pm.. wahh i feel so useless when it comes to physics.. i just cant do it.. how come chemistry is so easily understandable then physics is terrible.. haix.. i hope to achieve at least a D or E.. i dunwanna get S or U..took a one and a half hour break for lunch and back to school and into SC room.. i think that is where i feel really much comfortable than any where else in school.. hmmm.. okiie so became too demoralised my physics.. so i decided to move on to chem..summarised chem chap 1 and 2 and answer some qns for help package. hmmm.. only attempted 2 and a half qns.. so cannot let whether i'm okiie with it or not.. i hope i am! okiie so did chem all the way till 6pm.. and left school at 6.20pm and chiong home cuz tuition at 7 pm!!! okiie so was 10 mins late.. then got too many qns to ask and tuition lasted to THREE LONG HOURS!!! wahh.. super tiring.. tuition from 7.10 to 10.10.. gosh! i'm tired from mugging the whole day.. and i nearly cried during tuition today cuz those scary thoughts came back again.. ='( and i tried tell myself wad ^^ said about maybe lady luck is on our side and that the papers may not be as tough as we thought.. but i still have to continue mugging even after knowing that mid-years is not counted for promos.. but this is my first exam in mj and even though it might not mean alot but i still wanna 交一张漂亮的成绩单。okiie.. at least my revision is quite okiie.. so i should continue mugging at lot more so that i can do properly for this exam..okiie enough rest le.. gonna get back to my books soon.. jesslyn come on, u can do it de! you noe you can! dun be pessimistic! suddenly miss grandma alot! i really miss her even though i saw her yesterday.. can only get to see her on sat le.. 嬷嬷我爱您！！好想你啊！！jesslyn jiayou kayy! do her proud! =D
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
~ 1:30 AM ~
finally smiling and laughing again.. thanks to ^^ .. guess you are really too influential le.. =)new record today.. 50min 05secs.. oops.. xD ^^ really have a way to cheer me up.. with ^^ jiu gou le.. very man zu le.. =) guess you're really important bahh.. thank you for everything.. okiie gonna hit my books again.. thanks to ^^ ..
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
~ 8:40 PM ~
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY WEIREN! today duty is quite fun.. i helped zhenqiang out abit too.. =) did my duty with hannah and weechong.. and then kenneth and jarvis came to take over but i decided to stay and take a look at a few of the shoots.. sorry twin! i pangsehh-ed u in the sc room.. i decided i shouldnt waste more time.. so i went back to sc room to mug.. first 30 min was a total failure.. i was tired.. couldn focus at all.. feeling all so useless.. haix..
mugging session today failed totally i didn do much at all.. i feel so useless.. i feel so stressed up.. i had the same feeling as yesterday again.. i just couldnt help it.. i noe i should not think too much.. really thankful for suven, kenneth and jarvis' concern..
i seriously do not wanna fail any subjects.. i dunwanna let my parents down.. i wanna do properly.. i nv felt this stress during o lvls.. i haven had this feeling after sec 2.. but it had to come back again.. i have no one to turn to.. no one will understand.. i nearly broke down at the bus stop today after reading ^^ 's sms.. i noe i have others there to support me.. and this is only the mid year and its not the end.. i noe i need to hang tough.. i hope someone can just make me cry again.. i wanna dunwanna bottle things up.. i just wanna cry.. ='(
i realised smth today.. smth that i thought no one will see at home.. but grandma did.. grandma knew.. she knew i was stressed.. she knew i was tired after going to school.. she made me dinner and wanted to give me essence of chicken to drink.. i didn drink though.. but grandma knew i was rather bothered by smth.. she also wanted to get me bubble tea to cheer me up too.. but i really didn want anything.. and she sae she will buy make me some drink for me to bu chong jing shen.. i really LOVE my grandma alot.. i want her to be proud of me.. i cannot afford to do bad for exams.. i need to pass with at least Bs and Cs.. i dun wanna come home with Us or Ss...
i need to do well.. come on jesslyn! GO GO GO! dun give up!
i'm still holding on to that faith.. the faith that i will get my one week.. dear god, please, just one week.. please.. one more week..
Monday, June 22, 2009
~ 8:15 PM ~
today's photo shoot is fun!! the photograph make us do really funny poses.. haha.. quite fun.. haha.. i kept laughing throughout! haha.. stupid ian, weiren and jarvis keep laughing.. make me laugh too.. haha.. the photos were quite nice!! haha.. photographer said it should just smile naturally.. haha.. that will look more like my personality.. =) hahaafter that, had mentor and mentee talk.. yay-ness! i miss talking to them and listening to daryl's crap.. daryl really entertain us alot! =D had lunch with them, talk about school and exams. then i came home..sat down open my book, look at the notes, and sudden dawn on me that i got alot to catch up this week.. then my heart sank.. ): i just thought of ^^ .. i wondered why ^^ so relaxed.. i'm feeling guilty! ): i want ^^ to cheer me up! then suven smsed me.. asking if we wanna mug in school tmr.. then i told her i dun mind and that i was very nan guo.. then after she replied me, while i was sms-ing her back, i couldn help but cry.. tears just flow out uncontrollably.. i really wished ^^ was there to tell me not to stress.. but i noe i had to stay strong.. so i took a deep breath and went on with my econs.. i noe i cant do this.. i should remain calm.. but i dunnoo why.. probably cuz this is my first major exam in mj and i dunwanna screw it.. i wanna give it my all.. :( i broke my promise today, i went online and i'm sorry.. =(^^ ! or anyone else! pls scold me! force me to mug! i really need that! i want ppl to push me and make me study! please just anyone! u can scream and shout at me or sms me! just force me to study! tell me there's no time! tell me!! :( :( :(dear god! pls tell me there is really one more week! pls give that one more me.. i promise, i will study, i will study hard.. pls pls give me that one week.. please.. =(
Sunday, June 21, 2009
~ 6:05 PM ~
hmmm.. met up with sien in the morning to mug a bit before joining zhenqiang, jarvis and grace to get smth.. =) hmmm.. studying was fine but it felt really cold.. haha..shopping for stuff aint a fun thing at all.. haix.. especially when u dunno wad is most suitable.. hmmm.. zhen qiang said after walking for the whole day, he said that he realised there are lots of stuff he wanna buy.. a day kinda gone without anything constructive.. hmmm.. i dunwanna waste time.. dear god.. pls tell me i have one more week and that school doesn start this coming monday.. i'll be really really thankful.. =)photoshoot tmr! cannot sleep late! must look good! haha! XDmy pact with ^^ is exist! no online tonight! no turning on of comp!JESSLYN JIAYOU! U MUST PASS MIDYEARS! NO SUB-PASS! DO YOUR BEST!!HAPPY FATHERS' DAY!!DADDY! YOU ARE THE WORLD'S GREATEST DAD!I LOVE YOU!
Saturday, June 20, 2009
~ 6:03 PM ~
slept at 3 plus again and woke up at 8.30.. went to pray grandpa.. all uncle and aunt there's but no 3rd gen.. only me and jasper.. hmmm.. maybe all too busy le.. or maybe... hmmm i dunwanna say.. =/ uncles all tell me, "很久没有见你了。 u very busy arh.. 我不认识你了.." then my dad and mum say not only u all dun see her.. we also only see her at night.. morning 6 plus leave house.. 9 plus 10 then come home.. jc cost me a lot of time from my family.. especially grandma.. grandma 最疼我了！ i must make it a point to always go to grandma there every night.. but with school and tuitions, i very seldom go back at night. hmmm.. having a headache now.. haix.. but still need to study.. no time le! less than 8 days and i got tonnes and tonnes to do! depressing! i'm gonna chiong maths now! i made a "pact" with ^^ that i will not turn on the comp, not go online tonight.. so i'm gonna focus le... i need to finish a lot within the night.. if ^^ can do it, so can i! MUGG JESSLYN! MUGG!!! please give me one more week.. i'll be thankful.. seriously.. please do god.. please..
~ 3:23 AM ~
100 truths again! was bored! haha!
Friday, June 19, 2009
~ 10:44 PM ~
hmmmm... lets see.. slept at 3.35am and woke up at 8 am cuz i thot i was supposed to meet si en and zhen qiang for breakfast at elias mac at 9am.. had a feeling they arent awake so i smsed them but no one replied even though it was 8.45!!! thankfully i made a right choice to not let mum send me to school with bro.. otherwise i'll be all alone there!! hahaokiie so in school.. security uncle abit too high today.. haha.. yupp made three fans face the table that we are studying! haha! super cooling.. haha.. yupp so did my MI cont'd from where i stopped at 3 am! haha.. had motivation in the beginning.. but as time pass.. haixx... i lost it.. no concentration at all! omg! i totally lost it.. haha.. spend too much time talking.. uh-oh~ guilty guilty! haha.. but kinda made it up by doing some maclaurin's series.. this topic is okiie but the proving the derivative is super confusing.. kill me man! one qns can take really really long!!gosh! okiie.. so conclusion - satisfied but guilty! productivity = worse than yesterday.. ): gonna make it up tonight! come on jess! u can do it! =D^^ is important! haha! =D 19plus mins.. hahai wont wanna beat my buddy's record.. haha.. =)
Thursday, June 18, 2009
~ 11:29 PM ~
yay!! finally smth productive! i think i managed to accomplish quite a bit!!hurray!!! study grp with si en, suven, zhenqiang and jarvis just rawks lahh.. same combi too.. pcme.. haha.. zhen qiang is great man help us with so many maths qns! haha.. i think i wanna have more study sessions with them cuz i'll learn along the way! yay! feeling really happy cuz i did good! hahahope to accomplish more tmr! comeon jesslyn! jia you!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
~ 11:07 PM ~
i dunwanna be a spoilsport.. ):HAIX!
~ 5:49 PM ~
hmmm.. feeling down today.. i dunno why.. i think i'm getting too stressed up le.. i really wanna pass this mid years.. but looking at wad i have done these 3 days, i feel so useless.. during tuition today, i suddenly felt so guilty and stressed.. i was on the verge of crying.. wad's with me? thankfully i have company tmr and friday.. i gonna mugg.. i did some mugging today.. but not good enuff.. gotta continue later on.. i must get things done! come on jess! u can do it de!just thought of uploading some pictures now.. need something to cheer me up.. i guess looking at photos will? hmmm.. =/mjc 09s106
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
~ 11:33 PM ~
okiie i kinda got pissed at myself cuz i wasted the whole day doing nth productive and the freakking word file had to give me problems while i was doing my pw.. haix.. jesslyn! u are seriously wasting your time!i got to edit me blog abit.. but i think it doesn't make a big diff lahh.. btw i think ^^ should go create a blogg too! then i can read! haha! spend quite some time sms-ing and talking to ^^ today.. haha.. ^^ kinda has a way to cheer me up again.. 23plus min on the phone! wahh.. i think i'm wasting ^^'s time.. cuz this is the second time le.. i dun think i wanna disturb ^^ tmr cuz ^^ is going to mugg tmr with friends.. that means i'm gonna face 4 walls all by myself again tmr! =/yay! i hope i can go back to mj and mugg! i'm definitely grabbing cally along with me on friday to go back mj mugg! yay! jesslyn! be productive! u noe u can do it! come on! do your best!! =)
~ 12:52 AM ~
haha.. i got to talk for another 11min plus.. haha.. ^^ called me again.. haha.. i lied saying i wasn't asleep but obviously i was lahh.. haha.. but i was hiding in dad's room.. haha.. ^^ is mugging now and i cant believe that ^^ can mugg in the middle of the night! suddenly feel guilty.. i didn accomplish much again..how did i become good friends with ^^ ?? hmmm.. i actually wonder.. haha.. but i think ^^ really rawks! haha! =)oops! praise too much le~! better stop! haha
Monday, June 15, 2009
~ 10:36 PM ~
wheee.. haha.. someone made me happy today.. ^^ haha.. i nearly rot at home facing just 4 walls and no one to talk to for the entire afternoon.. i nearly died.. =.=' luckily i got to sms for some time!! haha.. :Dthen got a phonecall unexpectedly.. kinda cheered me up.. really.. yay-ness! haha.. i really need to talk, just a day facing 4 walls and not talking almost killed me.. haha.. i didn wanna put down the phone.. talked for 31 min pluss.. haha.. good enuff.. i'm happy.. but still i sucked at catching wad was being spoken.. haha..i wanna go school and mugg!! cant seem to study at home.. super distracted.. argh!! anyone wanna mugg together? haha!gotta do pw tmr.. gonna lose the day.. omg.. today didn accomplish much.. i'm sad! haix.. stupid me.. just cant mugg!! why?? come on jesslyn! it's time u buck up! ur losing alot of time!!!!!!
~ 11:10 AM ~
Sixth and Seventh STUDENT AFFAIRS Y 
Si En! Y
Sunday, June 14, 2009
~ 6:54 PM ~
haha.. today's 2nd aniversary for my braces.. haha.. i've been wearing brace for 2 years le.. usually by this time other people would have taken off their braces already.. but i'm still with it.. haha.. sometimes i really hope to just continue wearing the braces so that i can continue with the changing of colours.. haha.. i think rainbow colour is cool but it'll trouble the doc a lot.. haha.. but in anycase, i'll be going to the dentist tmr.. yay! but this is a new dentist, i haven see her before.. i hope she bring's me good news! haha.. hopefully tmr can remove braces already.. cant wait to see how i look without braces.. haha.. hope to wear retainers real soon.. haha.. (:
~ 12:07 AM ~
went to ian's house really early than the others today.. like reached there at 12plus.. haha.. can u imagine 5 big guys cramming into 1 room and sleep overnight?! gosh! i wonder how they survive thru the night.. haha.. one thing i noe.. zq is super efficient! he finished the proj change video in one night!!!! wahhh!!! peifu peifu! haha.. okiie so stay there watch kungfu panda.. haha.. then slowly ppl came.. lunch at mac and i get my cup walker! haha! cool! then sixes reached kovan mrt and i went to pick them with suven.. haha.. daryl said suven's my sort of "twin", haha.. got me there's sure to be suven.. haha.. but i nv got to take pic with her! why??then brought sixes to buy cupwalker and back to ian's place..helped out with bbq.. then rest for my chance to makan.. then talk a bit with shifu and shimu.. they rawk mann!! haha.. loveeeeee them loads.. then go play with sixes and give them souvenirs at the park.. sorry loretta sorry! back at ian's place, i finally got a chance to rant my frustrations to daryl and kehui lahh! they are always there for me! i'm really thankful for their presence! i hope they like the gift we got them lahh.. then it was really sweet of them to be willing to send me home if my daddy not coming.. but luckily they didn have to.. dunwanna trouble them.. =) they are even willing to come to sch just to talk to me and study with me.. so cool! i'm really happy to have them always there for me.. =Dthen they all left.. still got some bbq-ing to do just to clear the food.. haha.. so yupp some of us still there, then daddy came and brought me home.. haha.. daddy said maybe nx time got class chalet he may let me stay over.. haha.. yay!i loved this day and i enjoyed myself alot.. a day where we do council stuff and i dun get cranky or my mood doesnt go rock bottom.. this day really rocks and i'll nv forget! <3>
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
~ 11:39 PM ~
omg i feel really really guilty now.. gosh.. wad in the world is happening.. when nuzul called me just now talking bout the events board, i felt really really guilty.. i dunwan it to happen twice.. no it cant.. i cant even handle it well once and if u tell me it's gonna happen again.. i'm so gonna kill myself.. ):i cant break down now.. it's just the beginning.. i was suppose to love everything i had now. i really dun wanna hate it.. i cant afford it.. ):
~ 7:00 PM ~
hmmmm.. firstly thank mingrong first.. mingrong super sweet lahh comfort me and tell me other stuff too.. stuff that i noe requires us to solve and salvage the situation. (: thanks a lot you rawk! and i super love sofihah! i'm so gonna need loads of hugs from her!! she's one that i noe i can get my comfort from! (: and suven too.. the super sweet friend from event 1 that has to make fun of me and "u noe who".. haha..it felt terrible to be ignored and treated like strangers this morning.. how demoralising is that?! haixx.. i really wish i could just bang the wall and forget all about such stuff.. i nv wish to get involved in such stuff thats why i try my best to maintain good relationships with ppl.. i dunwanna keep losing friends.. ): i really hope we can salvage this freaking situation and make everything fine again..okiie then went to lunch with SC again cuz i had a meeting and i cant join 106 cuz yishun is really just too far.. haixx.. but i really hope they had fun and they still remember that i'm not there! haha.. on the way to white sands was funny haha.. cannot decide where we wanna go.. i hope i wasnt mean to let him sit with zq.. haha.. but i really dun have the intention to sit with him.. haha.. SC lunch at superdog again.. its like the how many times since last week? haha.. okiie anyways sofihah had to suan me as well saying we were fated becuz of suven's sms.. wahh.. my 2 buddies make fun of me.. how sad is this.. =(then went bowling with zhenqiang, wet, hannah, and jarvis.. 1st game 84pt and 2nd game 128pt.. haha so cool.. =)) throughout the games, wet just had to make fun of me and him again.. wad the.. even in sc rm he still had to suan me! haha.. but i had fun today.. ohyahh.. one more thing i love blue kayy.. it just happened that my stuff are more pink.. haha.. but i really have to agree that i have more pink stuff then blue stuff..okiie jesslyn, u had ur share of fun and joy today.. time to do work and mug.. go mug kayy jesslyn you really need your time now! jiayou jiayou!!heard smth really funny and 'wow' today.. smth like chemistry, sparks and about the way we look at each other.. wad the hell?! haha.. it's really funny!
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
~ 9:53 PM ~
thanks to jing jing and hannah for your concern.. =)) i'll be fine.. dun worry.. thanks.. loveeeeeees.. =) thanks hannah for your honest feedback.. thanks jing for your moral support, didn expect you to still be reading my blogg.. =)now to demoralising stuff..wad's going on? i didn expect this to happen..i noe it might be a build up overtime but it cant be helped.. i'm sorry u had to feel it that way.. if i gave u that impression, i'm sorry. i didn mean for it to be brought out this way.. i'm really really sorry.. ):i've been thru this and i noe it feels really bad.. but i'm sorry if we made you feel that way..
~ 12:38 PM ~
Monday, June 08, 2009
~ 8:48 PM ~
hmmm.. wad kind of wgm it is today? i wonder.. haix missing councillors and missing excos.. wow.. wad's going on? supposedly i was really in a good mood in the morning.. but when it came to wgm, i totally dropped to rock bottom.. it totally just fell.. why i dunno.. even yulin was kinda pissed too.. hmmm.. wad in the world is going on?i really wanna noe how the councillors feel about the excos.. do they think that we are doing our job? i really want honest opinions.. anyone willing to start the ball rolling?hopefully we can bond council more closely together.. like now we can see ppl really slowing drifting.. some ppl are like kinda left out or ignored.. some ppl are always on their own.. i think it's time to do smth.. hmmm.. but how do we begin?SA ppl.. i think our chill out session may have to be pushed back.. by the way, we may really need an official meeting together.. may need to update the TAs about SA.. but i think you all are doing fine.. but if u really have problems must tell me kayy.. (:thanks sofihah! u really rawk! ur gonna be my buddie! u are always there to give me a hug! loveeeeee you loads!! =) thanks to much for ur concern.. i will try to relax.. i will... thanks for everything..and wet too. (: thanks for the little comfort.. even though u had to make fun of me and jarvis.. haha..weiren too lahh.. thanks for your concern.. haha.. btw i'm sorry didn go dinner with you and grace.. but three's a crowd.. :P but anyway i really wasn in the right mood to go out for dinner..thanks jarvis too.. haha.. u promised to wear ur cheer u up tee.. haha! but thanks for ur concern.. (: but u wont make a diff if u were present in the wgm today! haha! :Pi hope i will accomplish something today.. i really hope i will.. need discipline and motivation.. i must do it! go jesslyn!Oooo i just realised this is the first time after so many days that i actually guai guai go home for dinner.. i missed it.. i finally get to eat the food prepared my granny.. yay! i love granny's food! =) i need to go back granny's and have dinner more often already.. i cant sacrifice the time i spend with my family.. =))
Sunday, June 07, 2009
~ 10:02 PM ~
another day with NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED! haix.. so demoralising.. guilty x3.. haix.. jesslyn! where's ur disclipline?!anyway, i got my cert today! yeah! distinction for theory grade 5! haha.. may not mean much to anyone.. but meant alot to me! haha! efforts didn go down the drain.. =)guess i really need disclipine.. even guitar teacher says so.. haix.. come on jesslyn oh! u can do it de! =)why izzit so difficult to get a gift? haix.. i cant think of wad to buy! ppl give me suggestions! haha..
Saturday, June 06, 2009
~ 10:25 PM ~
YAY! yesterday i finally got to see rach, sokyee and uncle oliver yesterday!! cool!! i miss them so so much!! haha.. took some photos.. spend some time with them and then bended the rules abit.. haha.. thanks nuzul and jarvis.. haha.. secret kayy! you guys are really the best excos! =)today had pre leadership workshop to prep us for LTC.. haha.. something's wrong with sc today.. keep dropping stuff in LT.. haha.. yupp also noe our grping for LTC.. wahh.. stuck with jarvis again..haha.. but nvm i got xin er!! haha! good enuff! =)) okiie i was suppose to meet up with zy and the rest of 4e1 to go to bv bazaar.. i really wanted to go.. but there was no time.. by the time i was done, they already left bv to makan and then over sokyee's place.. i hope they had fun there.. haha.. =)today i finally fang xia le ndp training as cc.. i think i'm beginning to get over it.. i'm no longer getting bothered that i cant be part of them.. it's good as long as i was once part of it.. i'm gonna be so proud of auds and wenn cuz they will be the cc and acc and i noe they'll be great! =) <3yupp so today after meeting in school, went to eat out with sc again.. gosh i've been spending so much money eating out with them, i'm always broke.. haha! one thing good about going out with them is that u get to hear many funny stuff and it makes my day! haha! okiie so we had a bit of fun today at downtown.. haha.. i admit i've got no life.. haha.. haven played arcade for a long long time.. haha.. then we see tanmai trying to decide on a design for the shirt he's buying for his mum.. haha.. the designs they have there are cool! haha!YAY! i have sent out all invites for the 6s farewell party! i hope they see it! haha! must turn up kayy!! haha! =) then some ppl suggested a sleepover at ian's place on fri so that they can prep for sat's bbq and party! haha! gotta get permission! (:last thing, i find myself a disappointment.. haix.. i really need to sit down and get my hwk done! haix.. one week of the holiday is over and nth is done! gosh! jesslyn! it's time! no more slacking! must set a gd example! sit down and do ur hwk! having the concepts is not enuff!! u need to practise and apply! jesslyn oh! u better get most of your things done by this week! no time le!! come on!JESS IT'S TIME TO MUGG!MUGG MUGG MUGG!!
Thursday, June 04, 2009
~ 6:57 PM ~
haha.. just a short post..GRANNY'S COOKING IS STILL THE BEST!THE YUMMIEST! haha! =D
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
~ 9:38 PM ~
hmmmm.. wad's with me today?? i'm just not myself today.. some how i just feel so lost.. i dunno izzit becuz exams are coming and i'm losing confidence.. i'm beginning to fear.. i dunno how hard the papers will be.. how well will i do.. i really do not noe.. ): i didn really talk much too.. even during the meeting with miss tan.. i realised we haven been doing much.. so demoralising and depressing lahh.. haix..i'm losing my tempo for my studies.. it's high time i start to MUGG... i really wanna pass my exams!! I NEED PPL TO MOTIVATE ME TO STUDY.. i'm getting pissed with myself.. i think it's really time i bid goodbye to cc position for ndp ne show 1 and 2.. i'm gonna have to say thank you and bye to the sirs soon.. BUT BUT BUT my PASSION for NDP will nv die! i'm gonna love the parade for the rest of my life!okiie one last thing, i'm really sorry that i kinda got pissed today during the meeting.. i didn mean it.. i really wasn myself.. ):to NUZUL, thanks for being such a great HOPA and share the woes with me! haha! u are really great! =)to IAN, dun have to be apologetic already.. i'm really fine.. thanks for your concern! ((:to JARVIS, thanks for your concern.. i'm really fine le.. i will learn to destress and cheer up de.. haha.. next time u shall wear the "cheer up" tee to make me happy kayy!to WEIREN, thanks for your concern.. i will not be so stress and upset le.. thank you for letting me whack your hand! haha.. my hand hurts after whacking.. haha.. XDTo the others that are concerned, esp my SA members.. thank you so much!! i'm gonna be fine! dun worry about me.. thanks SIEW YEE AND SI EN! you two are really nice and sweet! =)i'm happy about 1 thing i did today.. i cleaned the SC room tables.. haha.. i was so pissed and frustrated looking at the freaking messy table.. i'm proud of myself, i only took 40 plus min.. i made a difference in the sc room.. ppl dun dirty it again! it's tiring to clean up! haha..
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