Labels: jesslyn's gonna make it
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's really really worried
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's feeling joyful today =D
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn will make it for gp I WILL
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's gonna freak.. )):
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's being such a sleepyhead
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn made a fool of herself today )):
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's gonna work real hard
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: the fear in jesslyn's building up
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y A Friend Most True Will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, And trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, Can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, Will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, If you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, Will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, Can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, Will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favorite things I'll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, Then I will know you are a friend most true. Labels: is that u?
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's gonna make things work well
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y Labels: jesslyn's feeling sick and weak.. oh dear..
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
~ 5:04 PM ~
omg smth's seriously wrong with me.. for a moment i can be really really happy with the ppl around me but the next sec, haix.. i'm moody again.. wad's with these moodswings? haix.. one day down again.. i'm freaking scared.. i need to help myself, that's the only way.. i need to count on myself in the future to come.. i must do it! i cant let distractions affect me.. i cant! :'(okiie.. pc today okiie but soft and i think i stumbled over my words again.. and today i guess without anyone there, i kinda speed up the pace for the pledge.. gosh! i like feedback from my class.. i hope i'll do it better tmr.. jiayou jess!hmmm.. time passed really quickly today.. really really fast.. did smth special for chinese.. got grouped with jansen, mendel and marcus.. hmmm.. had loads of fun lahh.. i laughed a lot for the first time in 106.. but i lost my ruler in the process! haix.. i cant find it back.. that ruler's been with me for at least 2 or 3 years.. haix.. ): dun like to lose stuff that's been with me for years.. guess this contributed to my sudden moodswing.. ):MY GENERAL PAPER! HOW??!! :'(
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
~ 6:34 PM ~
OMG ANOTHER DAY GONE! CLOSER TO GP AND I'M NOT READY!HAIX.. TALKED TO CALLY ABOUT OUT CLASS' GP LESSON AND I REALISED THAT BOTH OF US ARE REALLY LOST AT WAD TO DO! OH NO! THATS REALLY BAD..I WANNA GET PROMOTED! I WANNA BE WITH ALL MY FRIENDS!YAY! i didn screw up PC today! thats a great great thing! shall make tmr's pc better! will not stumble upon my own words! i managed to do gp during the breaks today and it's effective! shall do it for tmr too.. must kay full full use of my time le.. =Dokiie need chinese elearning quiz today! 2nd attempt though! cant believe i got 2 out of 16! that's like omg!! *bleh!* got survey to do! =D i hope will receive positive remarks or results! wanna noe how have i done as a leader.. =) econs was kinda mad trying to chase after ms loo! haha.. copying like mad with super illegible handwriting! haha! handed in zuo wen, apparently among the gals in class i was the only one who did.. and it's like 4 pages(sides) long! haha.. guess the scolding that time made me scared so i promise i must guai guai submit hwk! haha!today's a great day! nv felt happier! i dunno why but even nuzul says so.. xinyi says i'm super awake today! haha! yay! shall keep that attitude on for the following days! =Di'm gonna mug hard these days! go jess go! =DD
Monday, September 21, 2009
~ 7:08 PM ~
OMG!! i really gotta do something!! i really really wanna wanna pass gp!!!! i need to pass! i wanna be promoted!! this CANT be my stumbling block!!! no way! come on jess! if everyone else can do it! u can too!! you really really cant be demoralised at such a time! you're gonna make it! you have to! so stay strong and go on! u will make it! i can de! must trust myself that i definitely will make it! go jess come on!!!!!你一定行的！你一定做得到！要有信心！
Friday, September 18, 2009
~ 10:31 PM ~
sheeze... i failed to complete wad i aim to do today again! wad a failure i am at this! haix... for the sake of sc room, sacrificed study time and quality time with suven! haix..
so many things to do but incomplete.. shall aim to do more tmr bah! jess! u really must jiayou jiayou..
MY GP MY GP MY GP MY GP MY GP!!!!!! OMG!!! HOW?!?!?!?!?!
~ 1:09 AM ~
guess today is a great great day.. start off the day super happily.. first with setting up of barricades with the help of HADI AND XINYI! haha.. =) then for PC, today i didn screw up!! i did it properly!! yay!! =D to me it's a small achievement but good enough to make me really happy for the day..
OMG!! THEY CHOSE THE SUPER CANDID PHOTO FOR THE LEADERS BOARD!!! IT'S SUPER UNGLAM!! I CANT EVEN SEE MY EYES..!! LOOKS LIKE SENGGEN'S FAVOURITE SMILEY! XD HAHA.. SOME SAID IT WAS OKIIE BUT I THINK ITS FUNNY!!! OMG!! HAHA.. anyway i'm in a good mood today so i wont be unhappy about it! =D
i got to catch up with shifu today! i still miss talking to them the most lahh.. daryl and his funny jokes/stories but at times wise advice! =D yupp talked to him about studies and stuff.. he agrees i cant be failing GP too! so i really must buck up! come on jess you can de! never lose faith kayy!
maths class in ava room.. today was rather fun! mr chung got me to present my ans on the board! the qns was super long lahh! haha! but managed to write it all out! then this is the first time i heard the class laughing together over some ridiculous jokes made! haha.. kimyong! wad league of NONSENSE huh?! u want to hear more stories about urself izzit? haha!! anyway poor hongye being the most innocent one.. :P
chem was kinda disgusting, chem bonding was *bleh*! cant ans much! haix.. need to buck up more!!
common lunch in sc room was rather fun! =) at least it was enjoyable! chrystal today rawks! "without pity" seems like a really great show! i must go watch soon!
sad news was told to jingyi.. i hope she will stay really really strong! the class will give u our support de! jingyi must yong gan okiie! =)
pw, finally comments from mr chung on our wr! time to start working on it soon!! gp lesson, was hmmmmm... *speechless..*
106!! join j1 bash! dun back out kayy please!! =D
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
~ 6:07 PM ~
hmmmm apparently it's raining heavily outside.. reminds me of the day i fell ill.. luckily i've recovered..
kinda slept too late last night.. i didn have the energy to wake up.. haix.. felt so sleepy for the whole day.. haix.. i cannot do this anymore! i feel bad having to dose off in class..
pc in lt3 today, and xavier was there.. he made fun of me! ex-hosa somemore! wahh.. luckily i dun have to do anything today! =))
i realised maybe its time to spend more time with 106, esp the guys! sometimes fun to talk with.. haha..
106 go for j1 bash kayy!! =))
time for work soon.. must focus!! cant fall asleep!
jiayou ^^! =D
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
~ 1:31 PM ~
totally made a fool of myself today during morning assembly in front of j2 lahh.. moreover in front of kehui.. haix..
i was totally caught off guard lahh.. today's most probably the most disgusting pc duty ever.. haix.. *bleh* imagine having to tremble with fear in front of a big crowd.. i suppose thats really stage fright.. haix.. the fear didn even go away even after getting off the podium.. could feel numbness in both arms.. wad's worse, kimyong and weijian had to add on and suan me for pc during pledge today! wahhh... demoralized to the max lorrr.. my arms with still shaking badly when i was in econs lecture lahh.. just couldnt write properly.. )):
kinda became the joke of the day for most stuff, first pc then in class about j1 bash.. omg! i hope 106 will go!
time to buck up for gp! going home today and accomplish as much as i can.. 14 days left to the important days..i must get promoted.. come on jesslyn! dun ever lose hope now!
maybe i should find time to mugg with suven! haha! =))
Monday, September 14, 2009
~ 6:37 PM ~
1 week of holiday flew away.. in a blink of an eye.. having spent like so much time going up and down NDC.. i've wasted loads of time.. precious time.. i'm left with less that 2 weeks to buck up for my gp.. i really hope to pass.. today during double period ms lim kinda made things worst by scolding us and emphasizing that we've got to buck up.. haix.. =(( i'm really really afraid.. then i realised my class i going to lose the double period next week due to hari raya! oh no! lesser time for gp.. )):
apparently i'm super awake for the whole day despite having slept at 2am and waking at 6am.. i think time trial at first period keeps the mind thinking awake this morning.. to think i actually understood econs lecture and tutorial today! i suppose "mini group" mugging works? i actually knew wad the teacher was talking about.. and chem tutorial was effective too.. i understood and focused in class.. my mind didn wander off today.. i hope it will stay like that for the next 2 weeks so that i can do revision and prep for mid years..
i'm gonna make full use of that NOTEBOOK! haha! =DD Thank you!
THANKS ZQ for your concern about my tooth prob.. i didn expect someone to remember about it.. ((:
saw daryl and kehui at the bus stop on the way home, they actually said they are amazed that i'm going home before sundown! and i totally agree on that! haha! =DD finally after months! they must jiayou for prelims and i must jiayou for my promos.. ((:
andddd i got to go home with yingying! finally a companion to go home after months again! shall start my networking skills again! haha! get cally, zy, yy, and xinyi to go home tgt with me! haha! =PP but it really depends! =)) hopefully it's still possible!
gotta start with intensive mugging and probably less blogging but still.... this will be my way of destressing! ((:
Thursday, September 10, 2009
~ 12:58 AM ~
i'm really really lost at wad to do.. i cant believe its worse than wad i expected.. ppl's busy using this one week to mugg and i'm spending most of it travelling up and down the clinic.. i'm gonna lose that tooth too? that tooth that everyone's trying to save? after all that root canal treatment? after all the money spent on that tooth? ur telling me the doctors cant save a fractured tooth and it has got to go.. and now i may have to spend more money on it? i'm scared.. really scared... thats so many things that's running thru my mind.. i have to worry for promos esp gp, my tooth, orientation stuff, and many many more.. i'm really scared.. i dun wan my parents to spend so much money on the tooth too.. they've spent so much on these set of teeth that i'm feeling really guilty and now you are telling me there's more to come..
Monday, September 07, 2009
~ 4:49 PM ~
i guess i aint as strong as i thought i would be.. i told myself i would nv cry in front of my friends or family.. i would not cry no even if i got terribly scolded by ppl, no even when i'm not feeling well.. cant believe i actually broke down in front of my tutor when i was talking about gp.. tears just rolled uncontrollably no matter how hard i tell myself i should not be feeling and thinking this way..
i guess i seriously have a phobia for gp.. blame me for not working hard enough for gp.. my results are fluctuating like mad.. i'm just hoping to pass and get promoted.. please i really trying my best.. i promise i'll work even harder even after i get promoted..
one small mistake by a dentist from primary school, caused me so much problems, my nerve's kinda gone, needs a root canal and crowning. haix.. the tooth condition's worsening! it's irritating me! kinda waste my day going all the way down to the dentist and then not getting anything done but hearing the doc it's going to get worse and u will feel more pain.. omg lahh.. i cant even eat properly and u are telling me this? without helping me to make it better? wad kind of a doc is this? at least give me a suggestion on how i can prevent the tooth from worsening! suddenly i want dr michael mah back as my docter! at least he told me wad i can do to prevent my tooth from becoming worse the other time! dr! why must u give up on me? you should have finished my case first? maybe this would progress better under you? inexperienced docs are NOT HELPFUL AT ALL! THEY ARE SO LOST MOST OF THE TIMES!!
realised mac at princess is quite a good place for mugging! kinda have the urge to eat mcflurry so i went there and i saw changtat mugging! haha! quite a conducive place.. really quite not many ppl at all.. haha.. =) might wanna consider going there to mug one day..
waste my morning and afternoon! have to put my evening and night to good use..
i must work hard to pass promos! i have to! jiayou jiayou jiayou jesslyn! 你行的！！ 别放弃！！
it's not how good you are but how good you want to be!
Saturday, September 05, 2009
~ 1:11 AM ~
I need to know if you’re my true friend,
~ 12:56 AM ~
its terrible to be sick.. late nights for the sake of eom and council stuff even when i'm sick.. haix..then again people do care, sometimes they just dun show it.. thanks to those who really really cared for my health.. i'm gonna be fine.. i'll recover and be healthy again..project change's done! yay! aar for proj change and teacher's day? hmmm i have only one thing to say.. we are all different and we must accept these differences cuz there's always another side of things that we do not usually see.. sevens must come together as one.. no one should be left behind or stranded alone..orientation 2010 will be a blast! haha! :Di seriously need to buck up for gp.. i want to be promoted! this cannot be my stumbling block! come on jess!
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
~ 12:55 PM ~
haix.. guess my body's tired le.. guessed i overworked.. too much running the last week.. too many late nights.. and after yesterday's shifting of benches, my body's giving me the red light.. it sucks to be ill.. especially on days that u noe u have loads of stuff to complete.. haix.. i cant afford to fall ill now.. my head's spinning and my body's aching like mad.. i cant seem to be able to lift my own school bag up.. haix..now it's worse, it has to be raining out there and i'm running a fever.. gosh it's super cold..
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