Saturday, December 01, 2007
~ 3:01 AM ~
i feel like a stupid fool..
a fool who tries to cheer someone up when i'm worried for her..
a fool who talks to her but feels like a naggy old lady..
a fool who cheers her on but only gets cold responds from her..
she's someone whom i seriously think is better that me..
i alwaes envy her.. but i care and worry a lot about her..
especially when she's super depressed..
i try to stand up for her.. but all i get is a cold brush off..
maybe this fool should give her loved one some free time on her own..
yet this stupid fool is still worried she might do something foolish..
i'm a FOOL, a fool that no one cares at all..
why is the world such an unhappy place?
why cant this fool convince herself to believe the world is full of nice people?
how could this fool convince other before she can even convince herself?
why is life like this?Labels: stupid fool is exhausted
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y