Friday, January 11, 2008
~ 5:26 PM ~
I'VE THOUGHT IT OVER AND REFLECTED AFTER BEING SCOLDED MEAN STUFF.....
HEY JING THIS IS FOR YOU.
A BIG THANK YOU!!
THANK YOU FOR ONCE BEING SUCH A GREAT COUSIN..
ONE WHO USED TO OFTEN LISTEN TO ME..
THANKS FOR SEEING YOURSELF IN ME.. I'M NOT BEING SARCASTIC BUT MAYBE YOUR ACTIONS REALLY DID UPSET ME AND MADE IT SEEM LIKE IT MATTERED A LOT TO ME THAT'S WHY I DID THE SAME THING..
SORRY FOR TREATING YOU LIKE A NOBODY WHEN YOU CAME OVER.. I JUST GOT UNHAPPY CUZ YOU WOULDNT REPLY MY SMSES AND I HAD TO ASK YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN. I WAS SICKED BY THIS BEING IGNORED THING.. I'M TIRED..
I REGRET ALL MY ACTIONS.. FROM THAT STUPID QUARREL TO NOW A DISTANT RELATIONSHIP.. YUPP I SERIOUSLY HATE IT.. HAVING SEEN YOU AROUND YET I COULD TAKE THE INITIATIVE TO SAE HI WAS MY FAULT.. IGNORE ME FOR WADEVER YOU WANT BUT STILL I'M SORRY..
SORRY I BLAMED YOU FOR NOT UNDERSTANDING ME.. SORRY FOR ALL THE STUPID THINGS I'VE DONE. I CAN'T APOLOGISE MORE THAN ENOUGH..
IT'S MY FAULT I'M UPSET WITH YOU.. I GUESS I'M JEALOUS OF YOU.. I MUST ADMIT.. YOU'VE GOT YOUR SUNSHINE, UR SIBLINGS WHO CARES FOR YOU.. YOU HAVE EVERYTHING I DON'T. YOU MADE IT INTO A GOOD SCHOOL.. I'M JEALOUS.. I GUESS I AM..
I GUESS I'M NOT A GOOD COUSIN.. I'M NOT SO ONE IMPORTANT TO YOU ANYMORE.. SORRY.. SORRY WE DIDN'T TALK DURING THE WEDDING DINNER..
IF YOU READ THIS POST PLEASE REPLY AN EMAIL IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING TO SAE..
ps. i thott i needed to let you know that the anonymous who stood up for you on khoon seng's class blog was me.. maybe you already knew and i was slow but i guess wanna let you noe that even if you ignore me lyk now, i'll still stand by you sliently.. anyway i'm lonely enough cuz jacob doesnt wanna talk to me when i talk to him yesterday too.. i'm always behind you to catch you when you fall.. count on me i'll share your burden..Labels: "sorry, jesslyn apologizes, my dear"
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y