Thursday, December 25, 2008
~ 2:09 AM ~
haix.. merry christmas all.. sadly it isnt the best christmas at all..
i caused unhappiness in the house again! haiz.. it never fails to happen on a certain special event or occasion! depressing!! okiie fine! i have to admit i am competitive! so sometimes people do better i get upset! i dun deny! even if it is my family member! so wad am i suppose to do?! i noe i should control myself but i cant help it! first when i had my psle result & posting i dun see my parents so anixous about finding a school! not even my uncle too! okiie fine forget it! shant talk about it already! okiie there's cold war at home already! isn't christmas a season of giving and forgiving?
i'm trying to change! i dun wanna spend time getting upset or jealous over minor stuff but that's who i am! i'm trying! i noe i can do it! okiie actually maintain a good relationship and temper for quite awhile! it was quite a long period of time! then i blew it again! haix i dunno how to fix this again! ;(
merry xmas to all again! god bless!Labels: jesslyn's lost
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