Tuesday, January 06, 2009
~ 12:16 AM ~
hmmm i begin to wonder wad friends are for... i dunnno.. wad's a true friend?
will a friend ask u along when they are going out? to me i guess so..
will a friend not only just ask you out just becuz they are short of people but becuz they want you to come along? guess so..
okiie.. today i met rach in school, quite happy cuz i haven seen her for a super duper long time.. =) so she ask me, "you going tmr rite?" was quite lost.. tmr? go where? so she said cally wanted to learn photograph and us to go along.. so keith, zy and her are going lahh.. so i'm like how come i dunno.. why always the last to tell me.. so wad if i dun go online often.. cant you sms me? cant u call? ok fine so dun ask me along nvm.. then rach sae just come lahh.. sae i asked u to come.. but i dunwanna turn up uninvited (Bu qing zi lai).. actually i agreed.. but after that i thott and i felt it would be awkward if i join and no one asked me to.. so i turned it down.. okiie i learn something about this friendship - it wasnt as strong as i thott.. there's still a weak link amongst us.. haix.. disappointing.. D= realised something this holiday the four of us haven gone out together as a grp someone has to be missing.. really sad! this time is no exception.. ='(
okiie dun talk about unhappy stuff.. okiie went to help out with guides recruitment! hope they can get more than ten new guides! =) did turfing and firelighting today! haha happy that the fire was good! it last long! =D yeah!! eat roasted mashmallows and allow the sec ones to try it out themselves.. i've decided since cally and zy didn't ask me along to their outing then i shall join them tmr it more outdoor cooking, turfing, firelighting... eat more mashmallows make myself happy! =)Labels: jesslyn's having this old weird feeling about this friendship
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