Tuesday, March 24, 2009
~ 5:46 PM ~
hmmm.. i'm in a dilema ):i sort of come to a decision.. i noe wad i wan more.. i'm sorry i have to give the other up.. that doesn mean i wont come to help.. i will but it wont be count as a commitment.. but this is the platform where i can show my potential.. i wanna do well in it.. in the past there's her that will outshine me... i nv got the chance to prove wad i can do.. there's a chance for me to do so in mj, i dunwanna give it up.. god please tell me that my decision is right.. i never regreted my decision in picking up the form to apply for wad i want... i think i made the right decision.. i made new friends.. friends that i can talk to.. people that are nice.. unlike the past.. i really hope i will not regret my decision.. if there's a chance be cc, i would want.. but i'm afraid my sats will all be taken up.. wad if that happens? i'm afraid that it would be a wrong choice.. but it has always been my dream to be in ndp as cc.. please support me in the decision i make.. please tell me that i will pull thru.. that these commitments throughout the year will be a smooth-sailing one.. please god.. please tell me i'm right and i'll do great.. (:
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