mugged in school with xin er and jarvis at the library from 10.40am onwards.. so in the beginning read and summarised forces and dynamics and kinematics.. and answer help package qns until 2pm.. wahh i feel so useless when it comes to physics.. i just cant do it.. how come chemistry is so easily understandable then physics is terrible.. haix.. i hope to achieve at least a D or E.. i dunwanna get S or U..took a one and a half hour break for lunch and back to school and into SC room.. i think that is where i feel really much comfortable than any where else in school.. hmmm.. okiie so became too demoralised my physics.. so i decided to move on to chem..
summarised chem chap 1 and 2 and answer some qns for help package. hmmm.. only attempted 2 and a half qns.. so cannot let whether i'm okiie with it or not.. i hope i am! okiie so did chem all the way till 6pm.. and left school at 6.20pm and chiong home cuz tuition at 7 pm!!! okiie so was 10 mins late.. then got too many qns to ask and tuition lasted to THREE LONG HOURS!!! wahh.. super tiring.. tuition from 7.10 to 10.10.. gosh! i'm tired from mugging the whole day.. and i nearly cried during tuition today cuz those scary thoughts came back again.. ='( and i tried tell myself wad ^^ said about maybe lady luck is on our side and that the papers may not be as tough as we thought.. but i still have to continue mugging even after knowing that mid-years is not counted for promos.. but this is my first exam in mj and even though it might not mean alot but i still wanna 交一张漂亮的成绩单。okiie.. at least my revision is quite okiie.. so i should continue mugging at lot more so that i can do properly for this exam..
okiie enough rest le.. gonna get back to my books soon.. jesslyn come on, u can do it de! you noe you can! dun be pessimistic!
suddenly miss grandma alot! i really miss her even though i saw her yesterday.. can only get to see her on sat le.. 嬷嬷我爱您！！好想你啊！！jesslyn jiayou kayy! do her proud! =D
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