today's photo shoot is fun!! the photograph make us do really funny poses.. haha.. quite fun.. haha.. i kept laughing throughout! haha.. stupid ian, weiren and jarvis keep laughing.. make me laugh too.. haha.. the photos were quite nice!! haha.. photographer said it should just smile naturally.. haha.. that will look more like my personality.. =) hahaafter that, had mentor and mentee talk.. yay-ness! i miss talking to them and listening to daryl's crap.. daryl really entertain us alot! =D had lunch with them, talk about school and exams. then i came home..
sat down open my book, look at the notes, and sudden dawn on me that i got alot to catch up this week.. then my heart sank.. ): i just thought of ^^ .. i wondered why ^^ so relaxed.. i'm feeling guilty! ): i want ^^ to cheer me up! then suven smsed me.. asking if we wanna mug in school tmr.. then i told her i dun mind and that i was very nan guo.. then after she replied me, while i was sms-ing her back, i couldn help but cry.. tears just flow out uncontrollably.. i really wished ^^ was there to tell me not to stress.. but i noe i had to stay strong.. so i took a deep breath and went on with my econs.. i noe i cant do this.. i should remain calm.. but i dunnoo why.. probably cuz this is my first major exam in mj and i dunwanna screw it.. i wanna give it my all.. :( i broke my promise today, i went online and i'm sorry.. =(
^^ ! or anyone else! pls scold me! force me to mug! i really need that! i want ppl to push me and make me study! please just anyone! u can scream and shout at me or sms me! just force me to study! tell me there's no time! tell me!! :( :( :(
dear god! pls tell me there is really one more week! pls give that one more me.. i promise, i will study, i will study hard.. pls pls give me that one week.. please.. =(
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