Saturday, July 25, 2009
~ 8:59 PM ~
hmmm today went to school early to get the green wall properly done up! thanks to nuzul and kenneth's writing, we finally go it done! of course good job to GAs that put in effort too.. =D nuzul and mingrong got me high really early in the morning.. haha.. laughed a lot..
college day duty.. terrible and demoralising to the max.. was sent to so some sort of shit work in an ulu corner of the sch today (even though it was always used by students but not for today).. who was there for me to usher?? gosh! it was practically me and 4 walls! i could even count with my fingers how many ppl i ushered.. i thought it would be good exposure to usher outside GO and that teacher had to pick me to do that kind of stuff.. all excos at GO except for me! wad kind of reasoning is this??!! i was totally demoralised when i was standing there.. it felt like i was watching the world go round busy doing stuff without me part of it at all.. i was like a wooden block.. i wonder why no one helped me ask the teacher why i had to be there.. haix.. sad life! guess it's time to accept the fact that i was never meant for great things.. if you were in my position, tell me how u would feel? i left so small and little.. so minor like no one knew i existed.. now i noe the life of unsung heroes.. ppl who are doing backstage work and never get the deserved credit.. they totally deserved my respect! *salutes* thanks to nuzul and mingrong and all the other sc who tried to cheer me up while we are at the canteen.. i'm really thankful to you all! =D had some fun playing with nuzul and talking to mingrong! they really cheered me up! love them loads! ^^
during reception time, had to wait for guests to eat first before it was our turn.. as we were eating, the number 5s were there too.. we took a few group photos.. they were really nice! =) they looked so knitted tgt! after the guest left, we all start attacking the food.. there were so much left that we all packed food! haha! =X i like the carrot cake! it was nice!! =D next would be the meeting, nth much at all. hmmm.. then took sometime to give ZhenQiang his present.. hope he likes it! =D then got changed, rested awhile and leave school..
i just remembered! congrats to YANIN and KAIWEN and ADELYN for becoming the CL, ACL, and PL! proud of you gals! =D and i cannot for the last 2 ndp trainings too.. i feel guilty, i hope i didn cuz much trouble for junie.. i hope my previous contributions did helped.. i'm so sorry to GGS YAs! ):
last thing, i cant believe i actually asked after contemplatiing for so long.. yay! it paid off! =D =D :DDDD
hopefully nth crops up! =D
wad's with blogger now?? argh! where my toolbar? i dun wan a boring post with grey fonts!Labels: jesslyn doesn't like fluctuating moods
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