Monday, July 13, 2009
~ 9:15 PM ~

LoveeeeeeeS
hmmmm... results today.. atrocious.. mostly S.. which is almost equivilant to fail.. terrible man.. the only subject that i worked super hard on was maths and for that i only got and E.. a low E.. i just scrap thru only.. if this is the result of work so hard for 2 weeks.. then how hard should i work for promos? i hope that i can get an A for chinese and probably a E for physics..this results are demoralising.. =( haix.. i've really got to buck up le.. thanks kehui for your concern and encouragement.. love yahh loads! =)
why am i getting upset over such stuff when it doesn even involve me? if others can have the "i cant be bothered attitude" why cant i? why must i have such mood swings when it comes to work? why must i be bothered over every single thing? and when there's nothing i can do about it, i'll feel so useless.. i hate it! it sucks! i really have to agree with shifu le.. wad did i get myself into? why am i in such a mess? i wish i could just be as carefree as the others and probably focus more on my studies..
Labels: jesslyn doesn wanna be like this =(
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