Monday, August 24, 2009
~ 12:35 PM ~
thank you mingrong for everything u have done.. i swear i'm moving on..
it does feel like i've lost something so dear to me.. but i'll keep going on.. i'll stay strong.. looking back, i was foolish enuff.. i shouldn have listen to all that the others were telling me.. i should have trusted myself more.. i knew it was gonna come if i took that step.. *a girl's senses i suppose* and yet i did.. and i fell and it hurts.. there were happy times.. and that was all i needed to remember.. nothing's going to make me fall that hard again.. falling this once was painful, thank god i've nice friends like you..
37 more days and i have only 2 ultimate goals.. GET PROMOTED! and the other's gonna be kept a secret..
i'm not going to look back anymore and i'll continue to be the cheerful person in school and the listener to my sa in council.. i'm seventeen now and i noe i can control my own emotions.. half a day of school is gone and as i walk past him, i noe i'm still hanging tough.. another half to go.. but i noe i'll be fine.. all i need a hug.. a hug from sofihah.. i miss that alot..
i aint gonna waste more time thinking about things that will never happen..
我要为自己而活!!!加油!!!
Labels: jesslyn's moving on
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