Monday, September 07, 2009
~ 4:49 PM ~
i guess i aint as strong as i thought i would be.. i told myself i would nv cry in front of my friends or family.. i would not cry no even if i got terribly scolded by ppl, no even when i'm not feeling well.. cant believe i actually broke down in front of my tutor when i was talking about gp.. tears just rolled uncontrollably no matter how hard i tell myself i should not be feeling and thinking this way..
i guess i seriously have a phobia for gp.. blame me for not working hard enough for gp.. my results are fluctuating like mad.. i'm just hoping to pass and get promoted.. please i really trying my best.. i promise i'll work even harder even after i get promoted..
one small mistake by a dentist from primary school, caused me so much problems, my nerve's kinda gone, needs a root canal and crowning. haix.. the tooth condition's worsening! it's irritating me! kinda waste my day going all the way down to the dentist and then not getting anything done but hearing the doc it's going to get worse and u will feel more pain.. omg lahh.. i cant even eat properly and u are telling me this? without helping me to make it better? wad kind of a doc is this? at least give me a suggestion on how i can prevent the tooth from worsening! suddenly i want dr michael mah back as my docter! at least he told me wad i can do to prevent my tooth from becoming worse the other time! dr! why must u give up on me? you should have finished my case first? maybe this would progress better under you? inexperienced docs are NOT HELPFUL AT ALL! THEY ARE SO LOST MOST OF THE TIMES!!
realised mac at princess is quite a good place for mugging! kinda have the urge to eat mcflurry so i went there and i saw changtat mugging! haha! quite a conducive place.. really quite not many ppl at all.. haha.. =) might wanna consider going there to mug one day..
waste my morning and afternoon! have to put my evening and night to good use..
i must work hard to pass promos! i have to! jiayou jiayou jiayou jesslyn! 你行的！！ 别放弃！！
it's not how good you are but how good you want to be!
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y
