Friday, March 12, 2010
~ 3:13 PM ~
"cheer up", "smile" are words that no longer apply to me anymore. people tell me to push on, and not give up, but i just can't. i'm crashing.. setbacks are painful, and throughout the holidays, i'm ready to get my head slammed hard on the wall. time flies faster than anything else.. i'm losing it. i cant find jesslyn anymore. it seems like i'm just pleasing whoever who wants me to be this way..
people's getting disappointed in me, and i'm disappointed in myself...
i'm losing this war?
*_a liL noboDy wHom yoU'vE iNsPiReD_* Y