Sunday, July 10, 2011
~ 7:55 PM ~
it's a half happy and half heart-breaking day for me.. =/ my poor grandma's admitted into the hospital recently. just visited her today and it's heart-wrenching to see having tubes all over. having not spent a lot of time with her and only visiting her like once a year(during cny), i felt guilty and sad to see her in such a condition. some how we also have a communication barrier as she speaks hokkien and i can only understand but not communicate with.. the saddest thing was that she apologised for causing trouble that we have to go down to the hospital to visit her, and thanked us for coming when we're leaving.. my dad told her it's only right that we as future generations take care and visit her. the only thing i was able to say to her was that she must get well soon and take care of herself. it's painful to see her so weak.. (just typing all these brings tears to my eyes..) how i wish she could live with my paternal grandma and let the maid take care of her needs, not leaving her alone at home. this way i can visit her daily too. i pray that grandma will get well real soon..
the other half happy is that there's a gathering at pari burong today for annabelle's 1st month, it's also khoonseng's bday and perrine jie& chris korkor's 1st wedding anniversary.. a year just flew past like that, so many things have changed and happened.. =/
it's about a month before i'm turning 19, i hope i'll be able to meet up with my friends on the day before or after. i miss my friends. NDP 2011, rock on..
Labels: jesslyn prays everything will be fine
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