today's a good day. it started well and ended well. made a birthday card for abner last night and managed to get gerlyn, evelyn, jasmine, isabelle to sign on it before giving it to him.. i pretty much enjoy making cards for friends when it's their birthday. (but i hope to apologise to the sevens for not giving them any bday cards as there wasn't much opportunity to meet up and i was also caught up in some stuff.) okiie back to training. today's good. i showed gerlyn smth this morning on the bus, she was so excited about it.. we get to use the actual banner for the parade. it's really nice at least that's wad i feel about it.. gerlyn wasn able to be part of the parade cuz she pulled a muscle.. (she actually used the time "meaningfully" by reading the thing that i showed her.. and she practically finished reading it! omg!) parade's hot and windy today. i really got tanner.. there's like tan marks because of the gloves.. but a good workout.. i'm thankful i wasn't stepped on/kicked many times by that woman behind me.. (i promise not to let her nonsense get to me again!) so during the longggg break, we got to meet randy. haha cuz gerlyn asked him to come so he specially came down for us.. i'm surprised and thankful at the same time. it's allowed us to spend some time away from the noisy holding area (although there's aircon). was able to meet up with junie too. we met each other while with randy.. and a pretty good talk before we had to go off to collect tickets for nx week's show. :) we got new hats too. then it's time to get ready for NE show 2. Lucky Abner gets to be the CC for our contingent tonight cause the main CC couldn't make it.. i hope some day, i'll still have the opportunity to be CC in one of the contingent(hopefully as YA) for NDP (just like wad Audrey & Wei Wen got to do in the previous 2 years. i almost had the chance but i let it go thinking i wouldn't stand a chance amongst the both of them.. well, there's no point looking back right? i guess i just need to look forward and have faith that someday the opportunity comes knocking by again..) the show went well too. :) sadly there's no city march =/ (funny right, i shld be feeling the opposite right? but i really enjoy marching and thinking about the fact that ndp is drawing nearer, it means my time of being in the parade is getting lesser too..) then home sweet home..
i took a freaking longg time to get this post done! too much distractions, fb & sms.. also proves i can't multi-task! XP i started this post ard 11plus and now it's 12.58am.. omg..
there's like so many thoughts running thru my mind..
1) i wanna go cycling at ecp, and dinner at astons tmr.
2) i hope to receive (personal) cards from friends on my special day. cuz reading and receiving cards is a joy of mine. :)
3) i'm freaking addicted to 倪安東's 第一課 album suddenly even though i've bought the it like months back.. it's like growing on me, i wonder why..
4) finally, i feel that him and i seriously have nth to talk already. a friend that meant the world to me.. i thought it was the time thing. i guess probably not.. it's such a huge disappointment. the thing that was always on my mind would be to earn back this friendship. till this moment, i'm still uncertain about the possibility of it.
wad a way to end a post huh... =/
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