heehee, im back.. i shall finish updating again. (:
14 august. went to uss again.. with gerlyn and her 'happy guy'.. well, he reminded me of weijian for some reason not to be mentioned.. well, i think i had fun with the mascots.. also i didn catch frankenstein this time..
life in sch from 11-16 aug was nth much.. a lot of adapting and dozing off in lects (i guess its the effect of not having to attend lectures for quite some time).. yupp, nth much happened if im not wrong.. haha..
16 aug after school was good though. haha.. got to go see hadi and his band perform again! :D this time they played 3 original songs and 1 cover. :D NICE! dori, wet, mel, afiqah went too! i think hadi's performances and playing on guitar always makes me smile.. i guess it cuz i'm impressed with his guitar skills! haha. i must train hard to be like him someday! got to talk to reggie and catch up with mel too.. super cool..
17 august have been updated too. :D
21 august.. having sending emails to ppl on facebook to plan an advance bday surprise for gerlyn.. i know like how much she wanted a surprise and a giant bday card, so i thought well i could plan one for her before she leaves for china.. i knew she's gonna be booked on 10sept so i chose celebrate for her.. kinda booking ppl in advance especially her ndp friends and poly friends if i can get them.. (rmb when i started planning, i really hoped it worked out..)
24 august.. its the css interview for a position in management comm. i applied for welfare cuz it looks interesting.. hahaha talked quite a bit in the interview although i forgot wad i said exactly.. (one thing i rmb i said was that i wanna use the position in css to gain more experience so that i can join student union in year 2 or 3..) i was feeling quite sian after the interview cuz i kept thinking if i had said anything wrong or wad could be better.. i dun like this feeling and it happens after every interview and especially when i alone, it happens more often.. /: sucks...
25 aug.. haha had a pretty good night cuz sarah organised supper outing to raffles hall to try their popular apple in a chicken dish.. haha bobby, jansen, grace, xiangyun went too.. we tapao it back to pgp and eat! haha damn fun.. they came to my cluster kitchen to put down my bag cuz i had my sch bag with me.. (: so nice! haha they were still hungry after that so they went to super snacks for fried rice.. i was full so i told them i'd join them after i showered cuz i had a really long day.. so i join them after that and we decided to crash renda's room which is a TYPE A room! damn cool lahh!! air con, private toilet and high class floor tiles! its like heaven compared to my room! im sooooo jealous and it kinda made us reluctant to leave after a few rounds of big 2.. (:
28 aug.. did tutorials in the day and then at night was the appreciation dinner. rmb that day i wasnt really in a good mood to talk to gerlyn cuz of everything that was going on.. i just get reminded of it whenever i see her.. plus the fact that my dad dropped me off at the wrong venue, it made my mood worse.. /: i know she wasn't feeling good too. haha and i won smth in the lucky draw.. 8th prize.. haha extra money for mum and dad.. luckily weijie was ard.. :D he was able to give me a lift home.. we talked quite abit about wad's going on then. its nice to have the opportunity to talk to a new friend. (: i got accepted into css comm too. as assistant project executive, i took it up. hopefully a good ride. first meeting is on 1 sept, 6-8pm.
30 aug, finally settled everything for the surprise celebration on sat.. made bookings and reservations for 10ppl.. (hoping the cupcakes would be nice and ppl would turn up..)
31 aug.. had some volunteer group training today.. made some new friends. (: i hope this would be a good volunteering experience.. back in room, i wished hadi a happy birthday.. im thankful i checked my calendar. and we got to catch up and talk about him performing again.. haha i told him i cant wait! (YAY ITS 2 MORE DAYS AWAY TO HIS PERFORMANCE AT SAM! NEW SONG!) he said if i wanna jam with him some day just let him know.. cool right! :D i enjoy msging hadi.. (: even though we dun talk often or dun mention about very personal issues, but somehow we can just start a convo easily. (: its a good thing.
1 sep. ate chicken chop and drank almond drink for brunch.. hoping it would last the whole day till dinner.. had 4.5hrs from the end of lect to the css meeting so i went back to pgp.. started to feel nauseous and had discomfort in the tummy.. i thought resting would make it go away but after a few hours, it didn work.. started to throw up 45 min before my meeting.. felt better initially so i went ahead with the meeting.. but.. my condition started to worsen during the meeting. threw up for another 3 times.. called my mum and told her about it.. and my dad picked me up.. feeling terrible and all i wanted was for the discomfort to go away.. went to the doc, had a jab.. then went home and sleep. woke up ard 130am due to some discomfort.. managed to reply hadi, randy and gerlyn, also informed cally and jansen about my absence for the nx day.. thank you to the new css comm for their concern and being so caring. (:
2sep. slept alot the whole day. got to talk to weiren online. (: feeling better but still with some tummy discomfort.. (past few days, i found out everyone's pulling out of the surprise party i planned for gerlyn.. i am DAMN PISSED.) wanted to cancel the whole damn thing and forget it, but i didn wanna see my efforts in ordering the cake and making the giant card go to waste.
3sep. collected the cake, went for guitar lesson. then go to grandma's for awhile and grab the cake and card before going off to meet randy and junie who didn back out on me.. unlike the rest. well i think i had fun overall, acm is lovely excepted for the blurred photos. /: starbucks with gerlyn's quite okiie too, managed to warn her about the big mouth person.. overall, i hope she appreciated everything that happened.
BUT I STILL WANNA RANT.. i hate the ppl who pull out of the surprise, which i planned and booked u since 2 weeks ago, and with no good reason.. (i understand about weijie and ziwei so im not gonna blame them) if u dun have respect for me, fine.. but what about the main character who we're celebrating for?! isn't she your friend? isnt she ur daughter? just because the one person that u feel comfortable with isnt going, u backed out tooo? giving me some sort of lame reason.. someone dun even bother explain esp when u know how much effort i've put into this and that i wanted it to work... if u dunwant to come, tell me way beforehand please! at least i wont feel so bad cuz i haven made the reservations. but u telling me only after everything's settled?! i'm PISSED. u dun have respect for me at all! then why do u trust me so much?! do u think its fun to go to a reservation for 10ppl in a restaurant with only 2 people!? i find it an insult to me especially when its booked in my name! and u even spoil the surprise portion for me!!! WHY!? WHY THROW ME ALL THIS NONSENSE WHEN I'M FEELING SICK ALREADY!! I HATE U ALL. AND I DUN OR HAVE NOT USED THIS WORD ON MY FRIENDS BEFORE... U ALL DUN DESERVE MY RESPECT! I WONDER WHY DID I INCLUDE ALL OF UR PHOTOS INTO THE CARD?! I COULD HAVE JUST REMOVED THEM AND MAKE SMTH ELSE.. YES. IM STILL PISSED TILL TODAY. I ADMIT.
4 sep, went to comex2011. yay i got my belated bday present from mum and dad. nikon dslr d5100! haha im gonna take really good care of it! :D im happy! on the other hand..
that bitch with name that starts with I, sent a mass msg to friends for dinner gathering for gerlyn's bday. I'M MORE PISSED CUZ THE PPL WHO PULLED OUT OF MY SURPRISE AGREED TO GO.. FINE! IF THE PROBLEM IS ME, LET ME KNOW. I WILL NOT DO SMTH LIKE THIS AGAIN. SOMEONE SAID, SHE PLAN A FEW DAYS BEFORE AND PPL ARE ATTENDING ALR. I PLANNED LIKE 2 WEEKS BEFORE AND THEY BACK OUT. WAD THE SHIT. U SAY TO BE FAIR U WONT GO FOR BOTH.. PROVE IT TO ME THEN! I BET U WOULD CHANGE UR MIND!
okiie, i need to chill, these ppl shldnt be getting to me, they dun deserve it.. think about good things like my new camera!!! :D 2 more days to meeting some sevens and watching hadi's performance! yay! gonna have bio lab time. hope it's gonna be good. okiie im gonna do volunteer work tmr. :D jiayou jess! long day tmr! need energy. :D okiie one more thing.. i want to meet up with nuzul, weiren soon. hopefully catch a movie like GLEE or SMURFS, and catch up over ice cream! heehee.. ENJOY UR SHOW TRIP OVER THE WEEKEND NUZUL! JIAYOU IN CAMP WEIREN! HONGYEEEE, GO ACM TGT! :D:D anyone wanna go cycling or bowling tgt over the weekend let me know! :D
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