its soooo nice to be back home again~! ahhh, managed to walk home from eunos mrt.. its like déjà vu, feeling like a student going home after a long day at school, lugging all backpack and lappy on hand, the only difference its that i'm no longer in MJ uniform.. haven't felt this way in a long time..
a lot of things ran thru my mind while walking back home.. mostly, about the gathering just now, hadi's performance, and also some things about us.
well, its so nice to see familiar faces coming together and catch up (a lot of NS talks going on though), and also watch hadi's solo performance.. I'm so thankful dori and weiren decided to come! really nice to be able to talk to dori after quite sometime although we were suppose to meet on mondays. haha.. and yay, weiren didn pangseh, im thankful he came. (: had mosburger as our dinner and we walked to SAM 8Q. haha somehow my bag's damn heavy tonight, i complained lil.. haha and weiyeat offered to carry it for me..(when the bag clearly looks like it's for girls).. i declined initially but he insisted.. so yupp, we exchanged bags for the walk to SAM.. THANK YOU WEIYEAT! Thanks WEIREN and LINUS for offering to help me carry my lappy.. it's really such simple acts that makes my day.. (: once we reached SAM, we had to wait for hadi's turn to perform, so we sat on the floor and 'chill out'. well i realised there are times when i'm with them, i cant fit exactly into their conversations.. well, probably these are the times that i learn to just pay attention to them and observe the surroundings too. (: i like the melody of hadi's new song! haha(: probably cuz its produces using a guitar! :D
after his performance, we went J.CO to chill out - talk to each other, yummy donuts, drinks, and lots of jokes. (: had a nice time there but i wish weiren, weiyeat and zhenqiang were included cuz they were on the other end of the table.. /: well, i hope they had their own fun though..
on our way back, we actually bump into my dear sweetie, SIEWYEE! omg... it's been quite a long while seen i've last saw her.. she's looks pretty haggard (qiao cui) =( poor girl's part time studying and full time working.. i really hope she copes well. JIAYOU sweetie! THANK YOU WEIREN, HADI, WEIYEAT, ZHENQIANG, DORISA, JARVIS, WEECHONG, YENNRUONG, LINUS, AND KENNETH, really appreciate these lovely moments. *hearts* mjc's 7thsc the most. (:
why is it that we can talk on the phone like friends?..laughing and joking.. but when it comes to face to face conversations, it's just plain awkwardness? none of us just want to take the initiative to talk to each other.. and i realised i would shy away from you, like i'd deliberately walk away from u when u are near me. (i remember i caught up to weiyeat so that i didn have to talk to u..) i dunno, i guess im scared of u. afraid of the awkwardness, i guess. i feel u are the centre of the earth and every small/little things to say or do, draws me back to u, especially when i've spent so much effort pulling away.. your influence is overpowering my will.
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